To whom it may concern...

I was thinking about you today.
 How you make me smile and how you make it worth while. I love how when you say you love me my hear skips a beat.
I want you to be my forever. I want you to never grow tired with me but I want you to grow old with me. I want to share those moments with you that are most precious to you. I want you to know that no matter what happens you can count on my to be right there by your side.
I want to know how it feels to wake up next you everyday until that day that we go to meet Jesus.
I want to feel your hand slip into mine when I don't expect it and it feels like the first time every time. When I think about you it is hard for me to catch my breath. I love that look on your face and the grin you get when I say something that surprises you. I love it when you get impatient waiting on me, it tells me that you want and need me. I can't wait til the day I can tell the world you belong to me. I know that my heart already belongs to you. I am excited to spend the rest of my life getting to know you and who we are together.
I thank God everyday and every time I think about you that He blessed me with such an amazing person in my life that could love me as much as you do and will. I love you til the end of earth, and the heavens. Remember this one thing... I am fragile please handle me with care.  

CRAZY!!!!

I HAVE ISSUES!!!! I know everyone has issues but I have some crazy things that go on in my head.... I am glad that no one can see what goes on in there sometimes. I don't understand how I end up like this. I am fine for days or "a day" and then it is off on another psycho wave... LOL I know I am just rambling and you have no idea what I am talking about. :) 

It's like as soon as I think I am back on track and doing what I need to I get shot off the path and have to set the course again. Well it is getting annoying... 

I have so many things that I could talk about right now. 

#1. All my friends have boyfriends, fiances, or husbands...

#2. I AM FAT and can't get motivated to do something about it....

#3. I have no close friends around me and feel like I am all alone and left out of everything... (know it isn't always like that)

#4. Feel like nothing can go right for me right now.... 

All these things I could sit here and complain about... But I will save you from the agony....