So I have only been here for 2 weeks and I am already missing my family. It probably has a lot to do with my dad having to have surgery this week. I wish I could be there with him. It is hard being so far from my family. Even though I know this is what God wants me to do. I just wish it could be different sometimes. I want to be able to have people around me that understand me in different ways sometimes.
I find myself wanting a family of my own more and more these days. I really want to find that person that I can spend the rest of my life with and have some kids and just serve God. It seems like it takes me 3 times as long as anyone else to do some things. All my friends around me are getting married and having kids and I am starting a long journey of education. I love it... don't get me wrong. I just want more than just this...
I guess everyone has those days where it feels like nothing is right and you get a little down. But I know I will pull out of it. I get to go to crocheting tonight with the girls and watch EMMA. SO excited. So those are good times. Just there is more to life than hanging out with girls and crocheting and doing homework and going to class... I want more and just don't know how to get it...except to wait on God because I know nothing is good unless he is the one doing it. So I will stand here and know you are God and that you have a plan and purpose for my life.
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